okay so this isn't huge and not meant to be blown out of proportion really i mean i probably wouldn't be posting this if i didn't feel like complete and total shit and my shipper heart had be broken last night.

but it has come to my attention that some of my icons are being used/displayed in forums without credit, and if there is credit it is made to other people. now i understand error is human, but please if you see something of the sort in a forum or even on LJ or anywhere really, notify me or tell the person (it is very possible the person got it from someone else and just thought to credit that person) so i won't be mad really it's just that i have worked really hard on my icons and manips/coloring mangas in my icons are my own and i pratically make my self blind trying to make it look realistic sometimes lol so getting credit for though as selfish as it might sound is important to me. so yeah please if you see my icons and you want to show them in forums. i don't mind infact i encourage it lol sharing the love of a show/ship is good by me, just please remember to credit me! you don't even have to put a link back to my lj/comm.  just credit this journal or couldntfindname  and i'll be a happy camper!

so that was basically all i had to say lol.

01 - hmm.... to anyone who is more comic knowing than i... tell me... what has Lana Lang done to be oh so known in the future other then being desperate lady who named her kid after Clark and sometimes bitches wholeheartedly on Clark's decision of marrying Lois instead of her? really... i pondered on that one for a while last night after the second viewing... it just seemed really weird.
02 - thank you producers/prompt department for once again making Clark look like a boneless imp who apparently has the ability of taking picture of moments that A) we're secluded and secret B) never actually happened in this time line. ugh. that was so stupid. (funny if you look at it with humor but c'mon... they really couldn't find a plausible picture of clana that could have been talking during they're 'happy days'?)
03 - Clark being such a bitch to the legion... i mean okay i get that he's all about 'if i can help it no ones dies' and usually i'm all about that with Superman but in this version it has been showed time and time again that if the bad guy of the week dies Clark won't bat an eye and try to save him... instead of putting the bad guy on a just and fair trial, i mean the only person he did save was Lex and lord knows he hesitated a whole lot. so IMO it really made him seem selfish to not sacrifice Chloe's life for the greater good of the planet. *sigh*.
04 - if they could just do some sorta exorcism thing to begin with... tell me why didn't the legion think of it faster instead of being all 'kill! kill! kill!' in the first place.

anyway i did sorta prefer Justice to this.. i mean don't get me wrong it was good episode but... i don't know... i preferred justice, i know Clark was sorta pushed aside so Ollie & co. could have they're moment of glory... but at least when Clark was there he was proactive. i mean this ep.. he was sorta all over the place and he couldn't even make up his mind he had to go to Lana for help for crying out loud! it really just troubled me a whole lot. because i honestly would love to like the Lana Lang character because that would have probably maked me appreciate this ep more... but all i could think of while the Lana scenes with saturn girl was that they were force feeding us this sorta mary-sue person that will be remembered and loved more than actual people who worked along side Clark like the JLA and other heroes, heck even Lois, Perry and Jimmy! it really irked me that they didn't even mention Ollie at all (the legion) i mean.. i know green arrow isn't really like associated with supes... but in smallville.. i'd think they'd at least mention him once... but whatever.

one thing i really did enjoy though in this ep; Garth/Lighting Lad or asmalen_aime_ioan would call him the male version of me XD. he was seriously too cute with all of his fanboy-ness i really loved him!

i sincerely hope Bulletproof is somewhat better considering it was written by the same guy who wrote committed but... considering the ugly kissing that comes up in it... who knows.

anyway hope you enjoy my sv icons... (i don't know what came over me to make icons of such old eps. but whatever lol) and le gasp! i didnèt do any merlin icons, i know i myself am shocked lol, probably in my next post though :P;

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Merlin is one kick ass show i should have started watching a looong time ago. so, guess what i iconed this week lol?

yup. a whole lot too. kinda refreshing to do that instead of basically looking over and over again through GG caps to make dair icons. though with upcoming episode(s?) i might not have to next time i do feel like making dair icons lol,  so i hope you enjoy my first ever batch of merlin icons, lord knows it's probably not going to be the last one, because yes i am totally and most definitely obssesed with this series lol.

weird things really do happen when you don't sleep for a good 24 hours. specially when it's food related. i can't help munching on chips yet when i see an actual meal my insides are ready to vacate. which is just really weird. but anyway it'll probably pass by the time i actual get a nice night a sleep. (how a wish for my body to realize that night means sleep and day means awake.) anyway, i've got some icons (because really why else would i post on LJ these days with my non-existing (x100) life. though i do wish you all a belated happy new years! and i hope that this year brings much joy,  goodness and luck, unless like in 2008 you happened to win the lotto, get the guy/girl of your dreams, the ultimate promotion at work/ best grades ever at school. then well you don't really need more luck do you? anyway enjoy the icons :)!

and while i'm thinking about it, yes. i've cross the line from wish-thinking to full blown insanity with my dair icons this time. *sigh* did i mention they needed to hook up on the show lol? even for a one night drunk fest that they'd later call the worst mistake of their life lol, i'd be okay with that. though friendship/actual relationship would be better. anyway...


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after much craziness and none sense bull shit. i've finally finished angel season 4. i swear that thing was longer then an episode of... well okay. i don't know actually if i hate a show i usually change the channel instead of watching but anyway. it was long. and very cordyless which sucked. but i'm happy i finished it. i mean on technicality it was a good story line even if it fucked up big time my favorite character and ruined any appreciation i could ever have for connor. 'cause the whole 'my "daughter" is dead so i'm gonna take hostages to show my dad my rath about him killing the other woman i had the hots for." was well retarded. and seriosuly... i hope to god that man never has a family because he seems to have an incest issue... i mean cordy; the mom figure. and jasmine; his "kid".  anyway ew. the pint is i'm happy and now i can't move on. watch season 5. and still mourn the loss of cordy. she shows up for one ep in season 5 though no?

so to move on i bring you my first ever. and probably last because.. i'm sorry i am not a fan of the style they have for the manga; Maximum Ride icons. though Fangless (i just can't stand his hair) i have pretty much everyone else. except Ari & Iggy too i think. anyway yeah, hope you enjoy.

and i bring you as well the most manga colored icon post ever. i think. probably anyways i have the usual, Love*Com, FB and Sailor Moon plus a little VK which i'm not really into as much as before but when i saw yuuki/zero finally kissed i just couldn't help it..

and of course a little GG (i.e. dair manips. XD) i swear those two need to hook up on the show or at least have more scenes together or else i'm gonna run out of caps to manip. (am i starting to get obnoxious with them though?) anyways hope you enjoy that too.

and i_we_you . okay i know. i suck with time. seriously. that or i'm just purposefully unconventional when it comes to putting things out on time, anyway i do have your icons i hope you like 'em(if not not problem, you can ask me for two others or a third, i don't mind)

oh and hope everyone had a very nice christmas yesterday and if you are one to go out today good luck. hope you don't get punched or trampled on, specially the latter that would be horrible, geez.

angel season 4 sucks so far. and connor and wesley can both suck it. specially wesley.

moving on ^^" ! well i basically have nothing to do right now. and i'm utterly bored so i decided to post some icons i made today while contemplating on whether i should or not continue angel and i bitching moaning after my broken toe, funny story really i hit my foot against the side of the wall as i always clumsily do on my away to my room and bam i'm on the floor teary eyed my mother on the phone asking me what's wrong and after i tell her leaves me on the floor alone to fend for my self, thank you mother btw. anyway at first i thought i just hurt it like usual no biggy but the next morning? yeah my toe was purple/black. very ugly. and i could barely walk on it. anyway it's getting better little by little and hopefully i'll be able to walk soon enough 'cause this sitting and laying in bed with ice on my foot causing me to start a cold 'casue it's freakin' freezing outside to begin with and adding cold to my foot doesn't help isn't really all that fun. anyways hope you enjoy the icons, laters!

PS: while i'm thinking about it i_we_you i will get your icons in this week-end promise!

because the Darla storyline is really getting on my last f-ing nerve. i mean jesus can't someone just dust her already she annoys me, and angel and his way of acting around her/because of her is fucking lame and shitty. i can't wait t'ill she leaves... she does leaves right? i mean i know there is gonna be this whole thing with connor at some point but... she leaves right? anyway i can't stand her so angel is on a break for now. which leads me to my icon post, who would have though it would happen so soon? not me. i was sure to be off of the internet for a while but oh well lol, hope you enjoy my icons of well folders of screencaps of shows/movie i didn't think i had on my pc anymore but still did so i iconed them and again some crazy dair icons, i can't help it the caps just jump at me lol, some angel icons are in the works (still looking for a good cap site for those though) but none are here yet unfortunetaly, anyways hope you enjoy ^^!



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icons of skins are here below, from various episode, various moments, and various ships, characters (though tones of maxxie/tony icons, what can i say? they're hot lol) with also couple of GG icons though not very much. and kelvintage i finally have your icons (sorry for making you wait so long. again)

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excuse this ranting but. (also i should say spoiler warning for GG tonight ^^")

dan humphrey and serena van der woodsen are the lowest forms of life. ever.

god. i 'm only like 30 min. in the episode and already dan is acting all self righteous and shit, going to aaron at a funeral none the less when S. calls to say that she's arriving soon "she called me first ha." ...seriosuly wtf?! has he no respect for the dead? even if it is Bart Bass?

serena! omg if she's gonna spend more time with your ex-boyfriend why even date someone else?! and when Chuck son of the person they're all at a funeral for  and act as if it were her big show going to chuck "you have no right to say whom has a right or not to be here?!" ahh. yes he does S. if anyone has a right to tell Dan 'has no morals' Humphrey to fuck off and die in a corner somewhere it's Chuck. (which btw so hot in a totally who cares about characterization and bullshit way 'cause it's chuck/dan, when chuck grab dan and whispered/shouted in his ear. very hot.)

also lily. die bitch. die. how dare you blame chuck for his father's death, horrible lady!

and i feel so bad for eric who's all sad that jonathan never showed up at the funeral, and totally deserves a hug when chuck says they're not family :(!

anyways Chuck deserves a billion hugs and i feel soo horrible for him, and blair&nate are like the bestest firends ever. and i'm totally shipping chair again. (curse ed and leighton for having such awesome chemistry.)

*ominous music* i'm baaaaack. *ominous music* with icons too lol! and this is a big post to with tones of randomness and clois goodness from the last episode of 2008! and wow i hadn't realized i hadn't posted icons here since last month (sorry about that, but i've been greatly busy and lazy if that even makes sense) i also finally have the requests done, well most of them(kelvintage  i'm just waiting for you to reply to my comment and i'll get right on it promise ;)!) and i apoligize in advance for the crazy dan/blair manips i did but what can i say? i had time to waste and caps infront of me i couldn't help it lol! oh also icons # 25-26 were made in pure fun, they weren't made to offense anyone, it's just an icon after all :P, so please i don't want any one over reacting in the comments.

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okay so i just wanted to say that yes i will get through the requests. hopefully by the end of the week with bride, bloodline and the new HP trailer icons (maybe even some gossip girl if i'm bored) but for now i leave you with my clois mood theme i've been working on day a night for the past 2-3 days lol hope you enjoy, and exuce the over use of season 8 episode, but what can i say? they've been having awesome scenes this season lol!

that's what you get when lana lang and clark kent are in the same room... and it's not even lana's fault for once. she was actually the one who was breaking definitely up with him whole he was having linger and hopeful feelings for them to rekindle, and basically LEAVING lois behind... wtf?!

i mean seriously, seriously they had to have LANA tell him to go save people from doomsday?! FUCK that pissed me off greatly, because honestly i was expecting some lingering feelings and bull crap of the sort for this episode... but i wasn't expecting clark going back to pre-season 8 and only care about lana getting hurt and no one else! how can they do that to a character!? they had him grow so much this season a now what? he goes back to being the selfish jerk he was in season 5-6-7 because of her?  i'm greatly pissed about that.

and no it's because of lana but because of the way clark acts while with lana, it's as if he has a chip in his brain that sets off and makes him  a lana slave robot when she's there, it's sickening!

anyway Kristin Kreuk as always looked gorgeous though i'm not too crazy about her new hair style--wig or not, it ain't pretty lol.

now for more from this episode, it started as seen in th DC with footage of the wedding and everything and you know what? i'm usually not a fan of those episode but this time it actually worked very well the cloverfield-air of it was nice and cinematography of this episode was amazing. i loved it! and omg the way they shot the clois dance pre-lana arriving? that was the most beautiful shot scene in smallville history IMO, i love the way they had clark trying to lean on her while lois was hesitant and nervous is was just so lovely! but then of course just when we get to the good stuff and clois our millimeters away from kissing, Lana Lang arrives smiley face and hugging the bouncy and joyful new Mrs. Olsen, and Clark basically goes in his head i'm guessing  "oh shit." moves slightly AWAY from lois, and then looks intently to Lana who's still hugging Chloe, leaving Miss Lane well of course completely devastated and who wouldn't be? i know i would have started crying, though i would have probably gone up to the loft get the kryptonite and shove it down his throat (but that's just me ^^!)

anyways then Lois goes takes a champagne bottle to drawn her sorrows when oliver pops up and they have what i'm gonna call the second most awesome seen of the episode (first being the chlo-lo pre-wedding scene with the hug and everything, so cute!) and oliver lands his ear for her to talk about her heart break, while she finds it mostly awkward and tries to hide the identity of the man she's speaking of which of course Oliver knows is Clark.

and then Clana have their scene where clark of course goes (because you can't have a clana scene without them) "if it wasn't for my secret would be together." or as it was phrased this episode; "if i had been a bastard and not ever tell you about my secret we'd be the ones getting married right now." .... are you fucking kidding? of all the things they could have had clark say they go for this?! i mean sure you can have clark thinking of the what-if and say something more along the lines of "to many things happened, and so much time has passed that we aren't the people we were when we fell in love with each other." but NO nothing like that you just have clark being a love sick puppy that lana basically has to shoot down because she like the rest of us watching this show are tired of this relationship. and it's complete crap that she's the one to push him aways when she's the one who left him ON A FREAKING DVD!! but does Clark even mention that part? no! he doesn't even seem to mind or remember for that matter how fucking heart broken he was when he watched it!

argh!! anyways moving on or else i will never finish this post.

then when the shit hits the fan and Doomsday comes and crashes the wedding lana get hit with a wall of the barn (and i'll admit a sadistic part of me giggled when it happened.) then doomy goes to mr. & mrs. olsen and stabs jimmy with a piece of a wood, and a little while later when choas is a sure guest in the barn dommy find chloe weeping over jimmy's limp body and takes.

then we cut to the hospital where again. Clark (duh) goes see lana 'cause everything is--of course you guessed--his fault they talk, lana once again pushes him aways telling him he doesn't need to stay there with her and he agrees with it and they have a moment which lois catches, and then Clark leaves Lana's hospital room after vowing to find chloe and when he finds lois close to lana's hospital room and of course she's in a tumble weed of emotion's right now, what with chloe missing, her lil cuz' husband close to death and her feelings for clark that she's pretty much sure are never gonna be told because lana's back. and clark seeing her distress hugs her (though i'm pretty sure it's more for chloe's disappearance then anything) and then Lois announces that she's going with jimmy to star city because they have a specialist that would make his chance to live higher or something like that. and it explains why lois suddendly is off the radar of smallville for the next 4 episode, she then leaves turning back once to look at clark.

after wards the plot thickens and doomsday brings chloe to the FOS to let braniac posses her and then we cut to videofootage of the wedding watched by none other then are favorite villain Lex Luthor (i wonder though, who was crazy enough to shave their head for 2 seconds of screentime only showing the back of their head lol)

anyways now i'll wait 54 more days for the next episode of SV which i believe is gonna be sick with or (unfortunately) without Lois!

okay so i'm basically bored and to lazy to open photoshop so i thought, why not post on LJ lol?

first off, whyyyyy!!!! whyyyy!!! why is it mckey that won antm :(, i mean i don't hate her but i would have preferred Analeigh.

and also stylista. WHY HASN'T KATE BEEN BOOTED OFF YET?! i didn't watch tonight's episode completely but still kate is like so. argh. (this is why i mostly stay away from reality tv, i get to involved with it and i hate it when my favorites go and the ones i hate stay.)

anyways to keep up with the fashion-ish theme i have to say the new miss dior commercial is like THE cutest thing ever lool the music is so cute and innocent and the commercial it's self is so adorable, and Maryna Linchuk look so cute with that dress, and i adore her sunglasses at the beginning. anyway cute commercial lool

on that not i leave the fashion stuff and go on to sv (SPOILER WARNING FOR TOMORROW) [fangirl craziness]

OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG................ OMG!!!! lol no words can describe how fucking awesome that scene was. i love clois some much lol ^^ [/fangirl craziness]

*takes a breather from jumping a clapping like an idiot*

onto the real life events which is actually rare considering i have no life lol. i got a new kitten today thanks to my mother who was basically going mad because my cat kept bitching and moaning because he wanted to play with us 24/7, since i got a job and wasn't with him every hour of the day, so she told me "find him another cat to play with or else he goes if he doesn't shut up." (she meant it affectionately too) and thus Bandit came into our lives today, adorable a little bandit who is so cuddly and adaptable to our apartment.  and now i'm 98 cats short to becoming the crazy lady with a 100 cats in her home yay!

pics of pachy and bandit--once they get along and don't try to attack each other every other day--will come shortly if anyone's interested lol

i'm still alive lol, i just started out a new job (thanks mother) and basically i've been busy, tired and ready to commit a murder (or suicide) for 2 short minutes of peace.

i have a new phobia which is *drum roll*; papers and folders. i swear if i ever have to file through papers anywhere else then work i'll kill someone or destroy something i can't stand paper anymore!!! i'm so sick of filling and sorting and classifying everyfuckingclient of the company (btw thank you person who sorted the files before me for putting every single Doctor folder in the 'D' section you moronic bastard!)

so for the request i will make them during my time off (meaning tomorrow, thursday and friday) hopefully they'll all be done by then if i don't go and do what i always do which always put them for later lol.

and with that said, can't wait until thursday for the clois (almost) kiss yay!!!

i'm never, ever, ever promising to do something for someone AGAIN. specially when i'm half way to being stoned because i wanted to go back to having a normal sleeping schedule by taking a couple of dormex(es) the night before, and now i'm brain is all wonky, and i don't know why i'm telling you this, anyways. i promised my mom last friday that i'd clean the apartment by tuesday and of course procastination queen like i am i didn't do it during the week-end so i was stuck to do it today and now i'm; hot, tired, buzzed, hungry, thristy,  and if i were listening to myself and i didn't have a job interview this week i'd probably go back to bed right this moment and sleep until who knows when, and did i mention that i smell of mr. clean and sweat right now? not the finest of perfumes i'll tell you.

so reason for this post, ready yourselves. to make this post a complete paradox (does that even make sense?) anyways i'm taking in requests yay!! so for the rules, i'm only accepting 15 people right now. (i know i said 20 last time but that would be to much for me) and you're allowed to ask me at the most 3 icons, now if you don't take your 3 icons you can either choose to keep it until i do another one of these crazy ideas or be kind and selfless and tell me that you wouldn't mind that i let someone who arrived to late for this have it. now for how to aply very easy, just post a comment saying what you want for your 3 icons and if you want a picture in particular post it  with your request please, same thing if you want something specific written on it.

so the  list will be down below, when people start posting comments for resquests, if you have any questions do be shy to ask ;)!

01.brooke90 
02.retrojapan 
03.marinerd
04.bornbackwards
05.laurenicious
06.tiptoeing
07.kelvintage
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seriously. i've actually been educated in french schools until i started high school so technically i should be better spoken in french than english right? wrong. very very wrong.
i've recently started reading Outlander by Diana Gabaldon (good book so far too) and Jamie said in french "Je suis prest" now i was so sure it was misspelled and i was wondering how they could let that go to the printers... i mean other language or not you want people to understand and have the right grammar of a word when you write it, or else what's the point of an editor? so bored as i am i went on wiktionary and searched it and in fact 'prest' is an actual word or more so the way Breton's say 'prêt'. anyways all this to say that i suck at french. and my ancestors must be rolling in their graves right now. (and not just for that, but for me forgetting words on multiple occasions and just reverting back to english.)

speaking of french things.  i've seen the tv spot for twilight in french, my reaction? i basically jumped when i heard the voices  and changed the channel as fast as humanly possible. seriously twilight it's self is multiple words that i won't post here because i'm nice. but twilight in french even the book, is worse, but then again most translation to any language is. my main fear right now is that i'll be brainwashed by the damn tv spots and actually go see it.

to finish this random of random posts. (i'm sorry, i basically just woke up and i have nothing to do) i'm probably gonna post icons in the days to come, meaning if i'm to much of a coward to work on my fic i'll just go on PS and do icons.

for the requests, i'm thinking maybe some time next week? so keep your eyes out for that if your interested!

and with that said i think i'm gonna go have a roswell marathon. i've been wanting to re-watch season 1 for a while now.

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and i thought Final Warning was horrible...

this is the newest description of maximum ride 5: waterwing (i believe is the title)

Comfortable in their new safe house, Max and the rest of the Flock finally begin to feel optimistic about their newly-gained freedom. Then the Machine Geeks appear--part machine, part human, totally destructive. They are in the service of an ominous Mr. Chu, who has his eyes on the Flock and their unique abilities. And if he can't have them, he'll make sure nobody else can either!
As the Flock battles the Machine Geeks, trouble is bubbling to the surface of the ocean. Millions of fish are dying and someone is destroying hundreds of boats. The government asks for the Flock's help and it seems to be the perfect chance to escape from Mr. Chu and his marauding gang of thugs--especially since it means a trip to Hawaii! But danger continues to threaten Max and her friends. Can they protect themselves from Mr. Chu and save the ocean from utter destruction?

seriously.... Machine Geeks? Mr. Chu? FISHES? does James Patterson even write these anymore?